Pretty OK day today work-wise. Had to start a bit early for this weird senior management level strat plan session. In essence, they presented to us commoners their recommended growth initiatives for the next 5 years (which is ironic as we were the ones who actually did the legwork). I was not really very involved cause I pretty much knew what they would be presenting. But I found it quite funny that they got worried when people did not getting excited by their plans. This just shows how much they're just like us ordinary folks needing emotional affirmation...just with better cars and higher salaries.
Also had my "how are you" session with boss. Net net, lots of good traits but have to improve on the ff:
1. Collaboration and Teaming--coming from the Agency. My response-the feeling is mutual. Still got depressed though at the fact that some people (even people I couldn't care less about) don't like me. Hay, need to really have better self esteem and not be dependent on others' perceptions of me
2. Manage emotions/mood swings better. Really have to put all the yoga and meditation learnings into practice. Need to be calm and centered and unmoved by emotional waves of life. Easier said than done but will definitely be a sign of maturity.
Didn't get to go to the gym anymore as stayed a bit late to chat with Juni. Wish her all the best as she leaves for Singapore next next week. Not as happy about the additional work I will have to take on. Just have to think of it as opportunity to show Gods I can handle anything without whining or killing self.
Meanwhile, discovered someone's blog which I enjoyed reading tremendously. Stayed up until 2 AM last night to go through all the entries. Made me realize I'm not as emotionally honest and open in my blog and that I don't have much of a life beyond work.
8 AM meeting tom. Drats!